Saturday, July 24, 2010

rest, strength, and boldnesssss

For someone who feels as guilty as I do when I don’t blog- I sure don’t blog very much. But I want to. If weird because I have to force myself to sit down and do so but once I do and even once I at least start its all I can do to stop. I don’t know what to say about these past few weeks except im tired. This summer has been so great but its just been so long and I just have gotten to a point of longing to shut down, mentally and physically. The lord has been so faithful to pursue me continuously and for that I can’t even say I thankful I am. He has revealed more of his heart to me through circumstances and people so strategically placed in my life. My heart has been revived and my mind cleansed. i have been given a remarkable peace and an unfathomable joy. Praise the Lord. Lord, get me through these last few weeks. I want to finish strong. At juicy and at project. I want to soak up every minute of this last week- seeking you and your will diligently. I need strength and rest to keep me from shutting down completely. Thank you your faithfulness and thank you for continuing the work you started in me until completion.

On another note. I want a heart for the nations. Why is it that instead of extending my blessings and giving from what I have been so graciously given- I cling to them unwilling to give of what is not even mine. I want to break, Lord, for what breaks you and that is the lost. Instill in me a heart for the lost and a heart for the bringing of your kingdom. This week I pray for boldness.

Rest, strength, and boldness.

soundtrack- some man chomping on chips as loud as possible at panera.

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