DREAMS

well that was short lived. ahh here it is like 2 weeks later and i was not a very successful blogger- at all. but it was a nice thought at least.  well to sum up these past few weeks- i have been working... then i went to nashville and had a blast. clubbing was an experience and not a bad one at that. the city was perfect and i would love nothing more than living somewhere like that one day. on another note- i have realized a lot about myself lately and what exactly i want in life and what exactly i like and crave and have passions for. mmmm. i love getting lost in thoughts and dreams. i dont really want dreams to just be dreams though. i feel like dreams need to become realities and can become realities. why leave dreams as dreams. thats silly. i want to live a dream- a full- meaningful-exciting- adventurous- passionate- impactful- joyful- and unique- dream of a life. i dont know if that makes a lick of sense but as of now i will say i am living the dream. my dream. and nothing is out of reach!  i have so much excitement and energy and im ready to really LIVE this semester. last semester wasnt perfect by any means and i ended up feeling entangled in my problems and thoughts and defeation ( if thats even a word) i want to feel free and alive in my thoughts and dreams not defeated with wasted time. the good news there is that last semester was LAST semester and i dont even have to have a repeat! ahh thank goodnessss. 

i moved back into my dorm room today- only this time alone. yep- i have the room to myself! i made myself a king size bed and now i just need to have friends spend the night so i wont get lonely in here!

loneliness is trying to creep  in but im not letting it. 

anywaysss there you go. hopefully things will start getting more exciting so il have something interesting to blog about.